I find that my problem is that my understanding (okay,
listen up, this is key) or I could say my attitude toward sin is more of
self-centeredness. You say, “What does that have to do with it?” Think about
it, because of the world’s affect on us, especially in our western word here in
the U.S., we find that we are more focused on our own “success” over sin than
we are actually over the fact that my sins and yours has offended and grieved
the heart of God. We hate failure, even in our struggle with sin. Why is this?
Well, because we have been conditioned (the world) to be success-oriented, and
it doesn’t even enter our mind that primarily it’s offensive to a holy God.
Plumer notes, “We never see sin aright until we see it as
against God.” Think about that for a minute and let the truth of that statement
sink in as you reflect on it as it relates to our own lives. He goes on to state that “All sin is against
God in this sense: that it is His law that is broken, His authority that is
despised, His government that is set at naught…Pharaoh and Balaam, Saul and
Judas each said, ‘I have sinned’: but the returning prodigal said, ‘I have
sinned against heaven and before thee’; and David said, ‘Against Thee, Thee
only have I sinned’ (Plummer, 557). Do you see the difference in the
understanding and attitude towards sin?
It seems to us, like it’s no big deal but they lead to opposite ends of
the spectrum. One is God centered, while the other is man-centered and American
Christianity has been man-centered for the last few decades.
What’s the answer? It’s not our sacrifice or legalism and
doing more to try and have the favor of God (man-centered). David had the right
attitude and understanding when he said, “For
you will not delight in sacrifice, or I would give it; you will not be pleased
with a burnt offering. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and
contrite heart, O God, you will not despise (Psalm 51:16-17). Let me try and
explain that for us. You see, God wants our heart and that means we willfully
walk in obedience not our success at doing church. Obedience is oriented toward
god; success is oriented toward self. You say, “Isn’t that the same thing?” NO!
It’s a matter of the heart, our attitude and although it seems like such a
small difference but what appears small over time and distance moves you
farther and farther away from God. Think about it, it has been this subtle,
self-centered attitude or wrong understanding that has been and is the root of
many of our difficulties with sin. So until we are willing to deal with it
honestly before God, we will not walk in obedience and holiness. Yes success is
a by-product of obedience but see that the difference is orientation. Success
is orientated at self (man-centered) and obedience is orientated at God
(God-centered).
So let’s chew on this
biblical truth and on living an obedient, holy life, and then we will
experience the joy of success over sin (did you see the orientation in that
last sentence?). Let us begin this journey with looking at all our sin as an
offense against a holy God, instead of only as a personal defeat over it.
Bibliography
Plummer, William S. Psalms. Edinburgh, Scotland: Banner of
Truth Trust., 1975.